Saturday, February 21, 2009

My will

1st week i stopped working
1st day i suffered from bored ism
it makes me wanna crazy that also being staying in front of screen looking for the same old things
yet i'm too lazy to study at the moment
maybe things juz made me slack so much from it

pressures din really push me much on my study
i don even know what i really wan
o even to satisfy me to study

i always remind myself, of my will i always hav
but the will was weak
i was tired
only to sleep which is the thing i hate of all time = wasting time

maybe a bit haze make me not feeling well
headache, cold, even my eyes feel pain when turning from side to side

i din open n read a single lecturer notes
n totally forgot today i should b having test for F7 -.- i was like WTF is going on

until when i reach class late
i felt something hot drop from my nose
i was nose bleeding for no reason
after then, i'm now feel revived
it juz make me feels so good
probably i was "overheated" these days -.-

at least i'll need to rearrange everything like my study
my will is always with me
it juz my will wont allow to hurt myself
indeed it make things smoother

and come to the same old problem
guess i'll juz hav to wait for her to appear
at least i wont giv any chance to fail myself
not even a little gap that pull me away from my life i wanted

Monday, February 2, 2009

Irresponsible Dreams

of de one i have not created
of de on i hav not achieved

Tho it sound irresponsible as if dreams
it has no different with how much you can speed

speed for no reasons
Once you speed, there is never a stop

Greater power, comes wif greater responsible
How the responsible last, we wont know until de end of life
of where will the speed leads, we wont know until it stops

Neither we win nothing nor we lost everything
speed continues without reasons

what do we speed for?
We're still speeding for the answer till the never ending dreams...

打死我也不認 -.-

把我自己灌醉, 總是眼看著她的留去...
以為, 找一個最愛的, 相愛的, 深愛的, 親愛的人可以告別單身...
妳的癡情, 多情, 最終以無情, 絕情留下的是單身的我
為了愛孤君奮鬥, 早就吃夠這情場的苦
想愛就別怕傷痛, 但這單生情歌也不好受...
在這孤單的人群中, 快樂的又有幾個...
愛過, 也錯過了, 真心, 痴心最終以傷心收場

愛要耐心等待, 仔細尋找, 感覺很重要...
寧可空白了一切, 也不願找到一個痛苦的回憶
愛雖然很美妙, 但我不為寂寞而失去冷靜...
為了只有對的人... 只為那真心的擁抱...

從寶貝變成眼淚...
有誰能保證一覺醒來就有人陪???

誰來讓這個夢延續???