end of 2009

soon it's the end another year

a year that inclusive things up and down

hopefully during exam i;m ever to enjoy this at secret garden

hopefully i'm able to had a nap with the wind from the sea wave, at damai beach

got my sinanju painted as well

n yea, this is the result of my sinanju after assemble the painted parts

i've took the pics wif different angles of flash, n some lightning support


this is the comparison of my unicorn wif sinanju, indeed sinanju is a lot bigger than unicorn

the boxes of my gundam in my room

some of my assembled gundams

n these r not assembled yet -.- some of the r my birthday presents
did some little things to my CAMPUR engine
now this is my engine bay's pic

hope there will b another update b4 the last moment of the year

this song i hope to share wif everyone who read my blog

life is always up and down
o rather easily get bored
but this is life
appreciate it
u may not able to feel anything once life ended

a moment of surprise did revive my old dreams

yet i hope it wont affect much from the route which is leading me

until the further steps, we'll understand little by little, til the end of the world

hope there will b more surprises i can serve to people around in 2010

10 days after my birthday: End of another day

putting aside my note
tho notes r in front of me
yet i've lost my mood, my motivation to study

the feeling is juz like
Death is very near yet we do nothing but wait on the same spot
wil i fall this time?

I'm sorry i hav to end the long injuring moments
its sad to know when u realized u chose the wrong one from the begining
it juz make feel so sorry, guilty of what i can say
yet no choice but to find a stupid reason to release you
it din last long tho
still it;s after my birthday that i had wished for long ago of which it never come true before

i never teared for someone ever since she left
yet i thank you for accompanied me all the while
of which reminds me of the one i used to be
but i'm juz too weak to return to the one i used to b
coz i never dare to do so
i had no choice coz i think this is the only way i can do, in order to b fair
guess i'm nervous enuf to tear at this moment after a while

yet u did things i told you not to
n i don like to b controlled
i hate ppl for not believing in me

but sorry
it comes to an end, i;m not the one u;re looking for.

as for my study, i think the strength has come back
to fall to the lowest point, in order to raise til the highest point.

end of another day: a bad dinner

day by days
life's always a short cycle
a boring life at most time

bad dinners like wrecked my days
a quiet dinner would hav b a better one i don seems deserve to hav it these days

afterall, trouble visit like a friend
makes me feel kinda tired to this boring world

somehow, i don dare to step forward knowing what's gonna happen nx
i guess i;m a coward to facing my own life
i dont know how long i can stand for it, o even if my life is long enuf for everything

up n dlwn of my life
who knows life's ending soon?
if it really end, juz let me rest then, i had enough of this world
juz like the death note phrase, no matter how a man is gifted, a man cannot change the world

i always wanted to make things better but end up things r screwed up for watever reasons
end up kinda disappointing tho
as if another riddle in life which not meant to b solved

i can;t stand for little impact
especially from my family that i'm very sensitive with

being a perfectionist is so tough
as things hardly comes in perfect pieces

guess i;m juz tired
yet juz another day to express my stress here


i hate raining days.
if i hav to say my last words to this world
i would juz say, Let it be.

my 21st birthday -.-

i beliv quite a lot of ppl do celebrate their 21st birthday
for me i celebrate earlier as my birthday is going to crash wif my class in the coming wednesday
(for some excuses i can receive my present earlier :P lol)

at 1st i was wandering my mind going to celebrate my birthday o not
coz i was scare of high incurred cost to spent for a night
as wif the same amount of $$$ i could hav spend it elsewhere

end up i called up all my friends to attend my party
in my home while i doing most of the things ONE MAN SHOW
n operating my very one REAL LIFE ''Restaurant City'' for working non stop serving everywhere
got my dad's old sch TECHNIC hi-fi set up, measuring the temperature to ensure the comfort of my guests, looking for the population of the lizards to terminate, ordering food n prepare lots of things as well

n got my very own creative gundam birthday cake
(cake baked by my bro)

i received car parts, toys(gundam, toy car), clothes, underwear(must b the gang i know), phone strap n even wines(again -.-)

thanx for all friends who attend my party for me to serve you all once in a life time(maybe)
n sorry for those who can;t make it to my party

total spent

food: pizza junction food: 300. home curry + fried stuff + salad 250
drink: box drink 70, wine 200
rental of chairs n table: sponsored by friend
other misc cost: forgot adi -.-

serian convoy trip

an event i accidentally attend invited by satria neo club
here r some pictures to share around

lol, the neo members hav a good shot on this

we went to fill up our tank on the half way

the organizer, kenny