end of another day: a bad dinner

day by days
life's always a short cycle
a boring life at most time

bad dinners like wrecked my days
a quiet dinner would hav b a better one i don seems deserve to hav it these days

afterall, trouble visit like a friend
makes me feel kinda tired to this boring world

somehow, i don dare to step forward knowing what's gonna happen nx
i guess i;m a coward to facing my own life
i dont know how long i can stand for it, o even if my life is long enuf for everything

up n dlwn of my life
who knows life's ending soon?
if it really end, juz let me rest then, i had enough of this world
juz like the death note phrase, no matter how a man is gifted, a man cannot change the world

i always wanted to make things better but end up things r screwed up for watever reasons
end up kinda disappointing tho
as if another riddle in life which not meant to b solved

i can;t stand for little impact
especially from my family that i'm very sensitive with

being a perfectionist is so tough
as things hardly comes in perfect pieces

guess i;m juz tired
yet juz another day to express my stress here


i hate raining days.
if i hav to say my last words to this world
i would juz say, Let it be.

my 21st birthday -.-

i beliv quite a lot of ppl do celebrate their 21st birthday
for me i celebrate earlier as my birthday is going to crash wif my class in the coming wednesday
(for some excuses i can receive my present earlier :P lol)

at 1st i was wandering my mind going to celebrate my birthday o not
coz i was scare of high incurred cost to spent for a night
as wif the same amount of $$$ i could hav spend it elsewhere

end up i called up all my friends to attend my party
in my home while i doing most of the things ONE MAN SHOW
n operating my very one REAL LIFE ''Restaurant City'' for working non stop serving everywhere
got my dad's old sch TECHNIC hi-fi set up, measuring the temperature to ensure the comfort of my guests, looking for the population of the lizards to terminate, ordering food n prepare lots of things as well

n got my very own creative gundam birthday cake
(cake baked by my bro)

i received car parts, toys(gundam, toy car), clothes, underwear(must b the gang i know), phone strap n even wines(again -.-)

thanx for all friends who attend my party for me to serve you all once in a life time(maybe)
n sorry for those who can;t make it to my party

total spent

food: pizza junction food: 300. home curry + fried stuff + salad 250
drink: box drink 70, wine 200
rental of chairs n table: sponsored by friend
other misc cost: forgot adi -.-

serian convoy trip

an event i accidentally attend invited by satria neo club
here r some pictures to share around

lol, the neo members hav a good shot on this

we went to fill up our tank on the half way

the organizer, kenny

cold eyes, cold hands

sore throat, toothache, stress in soul
all come in 1 shot
knew i shouldn't take those western food
knew i should've took more sleep
knew i should juz leave my car there not to wash o do anything but drive

i din change anything in the end
yet juz another normal boring day

i always tried to cheer up ppl who i care so much, to appreciate today, hope for a better tomorrow
yet i myself i din do much
i don hav hope for tomorrow
everyday is juz like last day
while treating everyday the last day, things is odd, simple as common

tho i never giv up in life
i tried my very best for my ONLY life
yet stil not as expected
i lost my time nothing more, but wasted

somehow, self pressure too much isn;t a good thing
demotivation, my soul is tired
even if everyday there;s new things
suprises stil make life bored
wow, i've never seen this b4, so what? everyday i can juz take it like breakfast nth much
perhaps i;m impatient, i waited for thing i wished, end up, i don see anything special around
mind juz got frozen then, nth much that touch my mind

exam is pushing near
i canlt even flip a page of note to read but expressing my mind here other than juz knowledge

or even somethings that comes nearer
not the making magic
but my birthday -.-(yea~ i wan presents~~~~)
so? if u ask me what i wan/? sorry i don really know, from heart, if there;s anything that revive my hope to this world?
it juz make me down
clocking my age at 21 yet do nothing much

some of my friends may know bout what happened recently which related to me
for me, life is more important, losses stil can covered for the time being
n lucky enuf no life was incurred in the incident

ppl who r not reponsible wif their words, r always annoying
it juz feel so meaningless

n why is my soul being so stress
i need rest yet exam is coming soon
o is this really my life?
things juz get complicated b trouble visit like a friend whenever i got my things solve
i hate nightmare especially ppl who try to raise nightmare to me

some clips to share if u;re bored





yes i'm kinda anti-pikachiu -.-


and here's the classic one


well, here's the funny one


that only now i realised i din update my blog for quite a while maybe one month

indeed my mind was kinda blank

yes, i love when it comes to thursday o friday that weekend juz pass like light speed
then another week goes til the end of the year
life is juz so boring somehow
i did many things juz to surprise my own life
yet things juz aint working that well
ACCA exam, duh, when can i finish this "paper", it juz kinda making life tougher

project III juz push me real hard that i gonna settle it as soon as possible
probably end up to b a stock project instead of a streed modded art

happily i got my psp updated playing the long waited GRAN TURISMO!!!!
haha
i m so happy til now that it din really fail me
thanx to alan who did my psp upgrade
n for waking up my psp that i left for MONTHS~~~~
soul calibur of coz, the game play is more o less the same wif ps3 i'm playing

n i started to play wif GTA4 again -.-
i was surprised that when i saw the saved file date, it was last year on this time
that i din touch the game for 1 year!!!

from my friend, life is a mystery
for me, life is a movie
we watch what we're doing
we're always the actors on the stage that god is a director behind the scene
we choose our own script

this afternoon around dinner time
mom asked me if i wanna go hong kong wif other family members
i was nervous as this was the place i failed to go
i went there b4
sometimes it juz happened like a nightmare for no reason why
yea i did some research of HK
maybe i should get some HK ver of option fans so i can get more familar of where to go


think if i should get my sinanju done painting o not
doing b4 exam o after exam to make a different
route to choose, chance do change the fate of what i beliv in

evil kart

for those who loves mini cooper :P enjoy

i'm the COBRA comander -.-

enjoy this clip first b4 reading my blog
it;'s amazing to see pick up drifting in track especially the well know vigo aka hilux
how i wish i can see isuzu invander o d-max doing such trick in track soon :P

(aiks -.- cannot see the show gal's face clearly in the clip T.T sad~)





The followings r the pictures i took recently, hope u like these selected pics :P

the GTR wif the S15

Damn this car is real good in cornering

well a go-kart may tail gate such car -.-

a Celica that is rarely seen on this track

too bad no chance to see the GTR vs GTR(34vs35)

yea, she does has a sexy body

and a AGM pictures wif the SNC~

that;s me!!! haha

a picture took by other member in SNC, i was appointed for the Race & rally position -.-
(pss, i dono anything since my car is stock :P)

last but not least -.- some clips to share with

the amazing stunt clip of drift by famous WRC driver, kent block




another clip of how a 86 can drift wif 3 wheel, look at Tuchiya's face -.-

anyone who love to b a pilot :P?



and a hollywood style BMW clip



hope for a good result for tomorrow, exam result -.-