



for me, it;s juz another year that is better than nothing
how i spent my count down? juz stay at coffee bean for a cup o mocha
thinking what i did in 2009 in a quiet place
indeed there's lot of cars around as the night never makes ppl around sleep
early in the morning, some said there's operation
so i din visit those noisy place
during dinner time, happen to know roadblocks around
i din drive but follow my friend's car
stayed till this early morning
bluffing bout this n that, you and me
there;s always been a question i always wanted to know for de answers
til this noon my mood turned down getting silent juz to get my job down during working"
it's funny i b like this, probably bcoz it;'s going to rain
and true, it rain after i came home
n that's a good answer for the question i've been wondering
probably i gonna update my room after i delete all those useless msgs that had been leftover in my phone
not my email mail box as it has tons of mails inside i din hav time to read wif
not taking any pictures this time for the countdown
yet i did share some of the pictures i had dinner wif my acca friends
i hav bigger targets to achieve after each year
of what i hav to get it done, o of what i haven;t get my target reached
i'm glad for ppl around who live wif happiness
whether like friends who juz got their right ones
o like my younger sis in law who got an iphone in a taxi from kl trip which happen to some of my friends who r being so lucky
this is what different ppl deserved i guess
life;s short, appreciate for every moment u gain
for me, i'll detroy my dreams, juz to create better ones
soon it's the end another year
a year that inclusive things up and down
hopefully during exam i;m ever to enjoy this at secret garden

hopefully i'm able to had a nap with the wind from the sea wave, at damai beach
n yea, this is the result of my sinanju after assemble the painted parts
the boxes of my gundam in my room

putting aside my note
tho notes r in front of me
yet i've lost my mood, my motivation to study
the feeling is juz like
Death is very near yet we do nothing but wait on the same spot
wil i fall this time?
I'm sorry i hav to end the long injuring moments
its sad to know when u realized u chose the wrong one from the begining
it juz make feel so sorry, guilty of what i can say
yet no choice but to find a stupid reason to release you
it din last long tho
still it;s after my birthday that i had wished for long ago of which it never come true before
i never teared for someone ever since she left
yet i thank you for accompanied me all the while
of which reminds me of the one i used to be
but i'm juz too weak to return to the one i used to b
coz i never dare to do so
i had no choice coz i think this is the only way i can do, in order to b fair
guess i'm nervous enuf to tear at this moment after a while
yet u did things i told you not to
n i don like to b controlled
i hate ppl for not believing in me
but sorry
it comes to an end, i;m not the one u;re looking for.
as for my study, i think the strength has come back
to fall to the lowest point, in order to raise til the highest point.