well true trouble visits like a friend no matter how much u solve to enjoy the peaceful days i guess that's what make like more interesting
a friend, recently faced a crisis on relationship
one day, he suddenly told me, his gf n secret gf bcomes friends in FB the funny thing is, i laughed at him for his rolling stone act his mind almost get crazy i guess for a man, when face such situation, sure get panic n what
well, he said both the secret gf din add the gal but his gf stil act cool n treat him good everyday i told him if i were him, the normal the way a gf is if they knew everything, the more dangerous as if u're putting yr head in a lion's hungry mouth he was scared that time i guess what if he lost someone important in his life? i did wish him luck
after a while probably when i visit this friend he told me, they did get well together i was surprised for this happy happy couple, but how? he juz told me, he juz dump the secret gf his gf, maybe knows something's wrong i guess many couple will ended this point for lost of loyalty but his gf, a big view person, forgiv him of coz i'm happy for this friend envy them, a guy who was playful, been forgiv by a gal who appreciate everything
when i look back, i wasn;t so lucky for the very latest relationship guess there's no need to mention since its no longer important juz the lost of my relationship din cause more heart breaking moment around but more appreciation between couple for my friends, whoever in love o not, appreciate someone who appear in your life don ever do stupid thing to test how strong someone can love you the result is never a best answer u're looking for... love someone, appreciate from heart, not wif a narrow view, unless u can never see a bright sun above the sky, far far away...
from the beginning, to say in an irresponsible way, we’re never suitable, her angel appearance made me to give a try on matching…
it’s hard to believe, or rather should I say, it’s hard to accept, when someone you loved, ask you to break with her, let love die in your own hand instead of your love’s one...
someone you love, tells you she decide when to break when you're in love with her...
I never want to believe, the day she wanted to break up, using better words, to return as friends…
The whole week god may had tear at the same time, while my heart is bleeding…
Her decision made both of us hurt very very much…
Expressing my feelings and sadness here, I hurt her and she cried…
That’s why I choose to let the posts disappear just to stop her tears…
I’m the only one to be blamed because I’m the one who wrote everything
I always hope she’ll regret for her decision she made
Grabbing little hopes, always wanted to started a new relationship with her
Breaking my rules, for things I’ll never do for a girl as promise to my own principle,,,
When I asked her to stop crying, apologize for my fault on the posts…
She said there are always things that we both can solve together…
I’m sorry I dig the past out…
All I was doing was to avoid any regret in the rest of my life…
At least I should be happy for her, she’s still living in her own life
Unlike my past friend, who never had a chance to make any decision to stay…
I’m not born to hurt anyone in this world…
I guess today is the pay back from the past…
For words never made her understand me more…
her decision to break, she said she ever think about me, but without reason only her satisfaction...
From the beginning, I was never perfect for her…
Not in age, personality, background, mind set, dreams and everything…
Even our love is different, I choose to love someone with everything it got to takes to stay with her the rest of my life…
For her, I guess everything for her depends on her emotion…
Her emotion result our relationship, like fireworks
Fireworks that bright the sky beautifully, but it never last long…
Ended with smokes, and disappeared…
We had loved each others very much, it just ended too fast…
For her happiness, I should respect her decisions…
I may be the foolish person in this world, knew I’ll never succeed from grabbing more hopes on her, I knew I would end up with more disappointments…
The love she had on made me do so…
When think of her smile, it’s just like generating luck to my life…
I won’t regret doing all this, at least I know, there’s always things impossible…
At least I knew, I appreciate the happy memory with her love…
whether everything worth or not, i guess this question is more important to her
she may be over protected by her surrounding, or danger hardly come to her...
she never had my complicated steps in life, or never know how ugly the world is...
trying to make life simple, live my life with a smile, i was told childish all because i solve things in simple ways, just because i ever solve more complicated stuff she never knew...
for me, i create future with my future, while she creates future from the past...
I’m always the same person, I’m cleared with my mind set since long time ago…
Decision I’ve made, rarely made me regret for what I did…
Things I told, rarely a lie, but may become a joke to my own life…
Everything I ever said to you, words I’d been repeating, are true…
That night, I dropped my tears in front of her…
I guess my tears are meaningless, that lead to an end for our love…
even i told her i knew my ex married, she said i still let go my very 1st relationship...
i’ll never find another lover sweeter than you, precious than you…
Thanks for the song, a good listening song that curse my life to your love very much…
loving someone who wont gives any promise on your love, it's like a time bomb...
loving her from heart and she tells you she hope to find someone who love her more...
Dreams may have taken control on my decisions, I guess this is the reality after the blind love…
Having all happiness in dreams, wake up losing everything in reality as nightmares…
its been a long time, had drinks that made my mind blank, let time forwards quickly while body was drunk...
heart bleeds with sadness...
sadness of love i believe in, never make love last for so called forever...
of which, her emotion is stronger than the love i had on her
i'm selfish i wrote all this, that i shouldn;'t deserve the chance to express my down life
she's right for her decision made
i'm blamed because everything i do made her step backward...
i thank for friends who care bout between me and her but my wrong decision on posting here ruin her life, together the chance i should hav
life's full of miserable... i gav my last shot of words from heart hurting someone badly end up disappointment i knew maybe life;s never deserve for a second chance for a change
emotional is always the greatest enemy than logic my mind bcome sensitive and runs crazy bcoz the the love i had on her life well, the greatest revenge... the word 1st came out from the battlefield...
tears i dropped never made a chance but lead to today;s end i appreciate the moment with her, now i only can keep every memory in a fool's dreams fading by time
all i did was to prove how strong a love was but love was too weak that cause the rose rotten i tried juz to avoid more regret n disappointment i'll hav in the rest of my life at least i've told everything trying to revive the dying rose from rotten but everything is impossible when one's heart is no longer at the same place
her decision to break caused my stupid mistake i tot i could lie myself in the disappeared posts to forget her i deserved, for the wrong decision i can;t control like cold blooded mind i used to hav
i'll never blame her i'll only blame for my past which my words never made her mind understand me more
i'll never find another lover, sweeter than u, precious than u... it will always stay there like a song
i'm back to the same old spot wif the lost of meaning of life i always never wanted to return for
i'm sorry to my friends, family... i never post the pics i had wif her sweet smiles... my phone broke down in just the perfect moment... this is fate that fades everything after time being i guess...
life stil has to goes on no matter how terrible a thing has ended i'll never escape, bcoz i wont giv up on facing it...
today's dreams of holding hands together tomorrow's nightmare of her left somehow, this is the same old nightmare that always reminds me
whether a decision worth o not, i always hav a better answers... for things i beliv from heart, a true love wont break even if the world ends...