生命舞台

路
是自己选择的
选错了，就没有回头的余地

幸福
由自己掌握，不是由他人决定

感觉
或许，会盖过理智
从而让人犯错

冷静
再冷静的我，也会为在乎的东西而失去理智

疲惫
或许，对身边的一切感到绝望

希望
一直没破灭，但从未被他人停止破坏

裂痕
做的再完美，也因为一点失误而成为无可原谅的罪过

后悔
或许，这是他人选择的纪念品
至少，我不会留下任何遗憾

爱一个人，好难
用心爱一个人一辈子，我做得到。。。
但往往爱上的，只不过是在眼前路过那最熟悉的陌生人。。。

我爱你，你爱他，他爱她，她爱他
或许真的，这年代的认真的忘了爱自己

有些人，选择来到这世上为钱作为机器
钱，真的能使鬼去魔。。。
也让人在这个年代失去灵魂

有机会来到这世上
就好好珍惜，也别让他人糟蹋自己的灵魂。。。
生命只有一次，结束了，一切都会消失。。。

别总以为自己是这生命舞台悲剧中的主角。。。
有许多人，没机会好好的生活。。。
甚至，不愿的离开这世界。。。

未来由自己选择，因为自己才是这生命舞台的主角。。。
别被判自己的灵魂。。。

may it desappear with the wind

memories may be the only things it left
in this tough route

tears
for what i've lost
and i'm back to the very own same ground

i swear
for every relationship, i fully deposit my true heart
until the moment the feeling is killed
should i regret or not? i never, just because i dont do things i will regret for

life's tough
even tougher being a good man
no matter how tired i will be, i will never betray my soul

if i've hurt you, please forget about me
that;s the only way i may have to release both of us

words' truth, the more you loved a person, the more you'll end up with hate

i sincerely tell you, i didn;t turn to the astray way
for what you've chosen, i respect your decision from heart
because i've got no ways to keep your freedom

whenever you go, whatever you do, i'll be right here waiting for you
this phase shall wait until the right person appear

in my life, i only hope love shall appear for once and for all
to love one person in one life
and it's impossible to achieve
probably when i visit the new world

i look into your eyes, listen to your heartbeat
all because i want to know i'm living in this true world not only a dream
but it all end up a terrible nightmare

things i do to prevent the nightmares from happening
because eternity is never everyone's dream
maybe it's true, some people come to this world for happy life
of which they be with a person whenever they are happy, leaving a person whenever they're not

difference from me? i rather choose to love once
i'm always a lucky person
things hardly happen in a worse way
at least my life deserve to choose someone better
if i were to thank the chances i'm given all the time, i guess it would be god

i must admit, i live in a happy life
a life i always have chances to get things i want
a life i've been given many chances to avoid disasters
a life i do not leave any regret

like a song i've heard around, everyone love other but forgot to love themselves

no matter how my life will lead to
i will never lay low
because i can always enjoy my life like a movie
a movie that will never end until the day my last breathe

to love a person now? i rather choose to love my car, just for my own satisfaction
i'm always serious to my life, that's why i don;t do things i will regret for
if today i should feel regret? why not the others regret more?
all i can say is, i gain my luck in favor of being good faith

for love? i guess i'll just have to tell how a feeling of a gay
gay love another which is far beyond any others
they do not care on how others' views, even sex, they just fall in love with each others' soul
hard to accept? there's always a feeling stronger than anything, that is love
(don't worry, i'll never be a gay -.-)

life for not being a played puppet

in life, everyone has their own decisions, route they choose
many people do make choices at their own will
but not the right choice that follow everyone's mind

i may have been caring about how a person should live with another in this so called relationship
of which i've forgot what i really wanted
of which my life been played like a puppet, that i never like being a toy

i would just fall in love with my car or others that satisfy me on road with joy
i rather spend money working every single cent just for them
at least i know they wont betray me, unless i just crash her

love's beautiful
that's what i believe in, as always
people who tend to destroy it, sorry
i hope you're right so you wont regret
you've just make this world uglier, not mine but yours
my will shall remain strong

i always wanted to say, i'm sorry, i'm never good for anyone
today, i just want to someone i should
life's hard being a good man

whether if i'm right or wrong
i just know, i wont do things that make me regret
i do things that wont make me regret for the rest of my life

i do things is good faith, not only for myself
because i'm not selfish,
but the ugly world do not appreciate for my efforts

life's short
i do know to enjoy the world til the last breathe
i do desperate for someone who will always stay with me, for someone special
i wont care about how others make their world an ugly place
all i know is, i wont let anything change my will

like i said, i hope you're right for what you've done
i don mind if i've made a stupid mistake
all i know is, i wont regret for the route i choose
because i'm not anyone's toy
of which, everyone deserve the word freedom for their lives

torn scars...

is it time or is it not?
steps in fate lead to today's fair day
is this called fate/?

time is always thing i scared of
today as lovely couple loving each others as if cannot live without each others
tomorrow the most terrible nightmare brought to life

life's always full of miserable...
we planned and still we got nothing we really want
to be responsible to our lives, we live for a better tomorrow, to witness the world to treat us fair

my heart bleeds
ever since the first scar that has been torn
treating someone from heart, lead that someone to leave
had i really done wrong in my life?

who knows
time will just prove everything
right or wrong, it just tell me i'm not the one who should regret for unhappy past

to be fair
how many people around the world really be responsible to their world
how many people will tell the truth until the end of life

the world is just ugly
just because these peoples choose to live in their ugly world
they torn the world apart
they just prove on how a poor quality on their personality

i never hate someone until they make me hate them
it's not my intention to hate them
it's their low behavior to their own life makes me hate them

does life has to be like fireworks that has the brightest moment which last within seconds?
can;t we just stay above the never ending space like the star leading people who are lost in the middle of the ocean?

i admit i'm very tired from heart
which mentally sick
but i will never lay low in my life
i will just prove to this species how what a regretting mistakes they had done in life

you dare you may challenge me
all i know is, my mind will always stay cool as usual me
i never changed, i only go for the best in life
i never do things without hope
and i will never put my life in a result that has no future

you tear the world apart
your life will be torn by the world
for the ugly world of your cause

even if i bleed
my blood shall never meet the end
i have a true heart in my life, that's what i never give up

life, movie reviews...

movie reviews, like i used to do

twilight saga : eclipse


this movie that makes the teen girls crazy, the movie that even beat avatar(if not mistaken)
what's so special bout this movie anyway?
long time ago, i watched the movie that i never imagine i can juz sit there n watch
reason? juz to find out what's girls' thinking -.-
i watched, the 1st twilight -.-
special thing i found inside
the guy, so called edward, look sooooo make up by many bottles of lotions (i'll tell u reason why later)
the gal, so unbelievable, not that pretty -.-, maybe that's the reason girls watched, they think they look better than BELLA
a movie only the coolest part is when the vampires play baseball
the movie is juz lame that makes me sleepy

new moon: i din watch so no review

eclipse:
i watched this, tot i could make someone happy, yet it bcome the last movie we dated
i almost fell asleep in this movie
inside, the gal, again, get much "not that pretty"
the movie, camera shooting skill like the 80s when bruce lee started perform in front of camera
the movie teach us bad thing, misleading info that ruin the meaning of original LOVE

why? the movie show how american love 3p i guess,
a gal in love between 2 guy, somemore immortals -.-
the gal juz couldn;t pick who;'s the most suitable
the gal did the only right thing, love someone from heart even if they r monsters
the gal tried to keep the pet dog so she kill another immortal

tell me, if your love one do like what BELLA did, how many of u going to giv up life o choose to go mental hospital? i guess the movie cause more disaster
ruined the meaning of love


fine, i'll go to another movie
this is how twilight should b... a truly better movie
ladies n gentlemen, let me present u


a nicely filmed movie, entertaining than the boring movie
creative than the original lame storyline


this is a movie, someone special(used to b) accompanied me


a good movie, that the story never ends, a good movie that reminds many of us, how childhood is, feeling even juz from toys, that show appreciations, quite touching



since i'm back to freedom as b4, a single life that time is not a wasted excuse for me
a change for my decision, watching every movie i wan, while i can


a movie that tell, how dream can change a ppl's mind

if only everyone know, where they r from, in the dreams
a good movie, almost spoiled the mood by a friend who told me it isn;t nice
luckily i concentrate enough else i'll end up like some ppl who watch the 2nd o 3rd times


then, another animated movie
a cool movie from a trailer

after watching it, feel like, juz a show for kids -.-

prevously
i watched this cool movie

movie that comes out from the steps of harry potter
guess more n more r coming out, a guy wif magical power, tell how ppl can dream to hav magic

last nite
i watched this
not for angelina jolie

overall, a movie telling u, beliv in your right, better than beliv in others
to fool the world but never lie to your heart

a good movie can always b watch again n again
it';s like memory, it's everything that keep in yr heart as souvenir
whether who u;re watching wif, friends, family, love one
good movie r always worth to watch the second time

life is not a decision making game, but the value a life should hav
emotion is always the greatest enemy
but the greatest enemy makes u stronger as well as patient

looking for more movies, juz bcoz my life's like a movie
the movie i move my steps

aug pic for haha purpose

'it;s been a while since i last post these image
well i guess i spent lots of time juz to collect all of them to present them here


lol, if u know what that means

a fish back from surgery after watch salt, wanan hav lip like angelina jolie

a good way to boost the sales on watermelon

master of all photographing skill~ even a bird can't distract

awas = danger, sawa = regnad(they expect the word can turn when viewing from mirror)

good bmw advertisement when no one can handle it

what do u react if u happen to sit in such car?

how bout somemore? when a ride provide washroom publicly

WARNING: following contents may b harmful, especially for muslim friends
read at your own risk

i beliv many muslim has cat as their pet rather than they fated not to hav any dogs
what if the muslim pet love something alcoholic?

i guess these "friends" hardly giv a change

jackie chan can drive this way but not everyone can follow

when ur heart is gone, it juz look so bad which i remembered u as, the headache killar

a imitation of panda bear that MAYBE everyone can afford

it juz so cute

i guess this is done by hardcore friends from winnie the pooh

i wonder what happen if they happen to bcome more furious from the ORIGINAL skil

i guess this is a rejected imitation panda

this one's cute

hmm, mini panda?

now fish learn to smoke, smoke r everywhere

speechless -.-

6wheel car, normally featured on big truck o lorry

i'm speechless wif this also =.=

the direction is juz misleading

a great pic took within second i guess

a cooler? o a turbo?

this is the 1st time i think kancil is made for

i wonder if today audi really announce to hav such car

tesla tower, feature in famous game, red alert

her hair bcome fish? o izzit....

a good place to hide yr car other than car parks

another speechless pic

look more like a smile on a mask

local words -.-

mutant coconut

let's end wif a smile

when crisis strike like a friend

i beliv many ppl heard of this song



well
true trouble visits like a friend
no matter how much u solve to enjoy the peaceful days
i guess that's what make like more interesting

a friend, recently faced a crisis on relationship

one day, he suddenly told me, his gf n secret gf bcomes friends in FB
the funny thing is, i laughed at him for his rolling stone act
his mind almost get crazy i guess
for a man, when face such situation, sure get panic n what

well, he said both the secret gf din add the gal
but his gf stil act cool n treat him good everyday
i told him if i were him, the normal the way a gf is if they knew everything, the more dangerous as if u're putting yr head in a lion's hungry mouth
he was scared that time i guess
what if he lost someone important in his life?
i did wish him luck

after a while
probably when i visit this friend
he told me, they did get well together
i was surprised for this happy happy couple, but how?
he juz told me, he juz dump the secret gf
his gf, maybe knows something's wrong
i guess many couple will ended this point for lost of loyalty
but his gf, a big view person, forgiv him
of coz i'm happy for this friend
envy them, a guy who was playful, been forgiv by a gal who appreciate everything


when i look back, i wasn;t so lucky for the very latest relationship
guess there's no need to mention since its no longer important
juz the lost of my relationship din cause more heart breaking moment around but more appreciation between couple
for my friends, whoever in love o not, appreciate someone who appear in your life
don ever do stupid thing to test how strong someone can love you
the result is never a best answer u're looking for...
love someone, appreciate from heart, not wif a narrow view, unless u can never see a bright sun above the sky, far far away...