Chinese New year's coming in days
wishes all my friends n relatives n net friends all happy chinese new year!!!
hav a better n better days!!!
tho b4 cny i had an accident wif 1 of the sport car in town
well
at least it;s a small case
easily can b settle wif juz money
tho bro hav look for a nice ride for me for my ride replacement
it din pass from dad's approval
sweat i rather don wanan wait for a new proton saga for months unless they hav stock for me to hav a good New Year...
tho the car's front look isn't nice
i hav arrange a time to paint my car n paint some where else o look special
wil giv a surprise to my friends
recently i look for a new job also
after i intro my friend there for interview
i was attracted also n went interview
then juz now i class there's another classmate got attracted also
wow
what a team we hav here
after operation road runner
my senior got chased out from his home
a totally reversed situation than mine
pity him so i went search for new places for him to stay like places that wanan rent
well
things seem to seetle down also
others stuff than juz the paint for my car
i wanna upgrade the soundsystem , HID kits n a exhaust system
maybe not going for full piping of exhaust system
that might spend over thousand
well
need to do it slowly unless there's a good deal of loan
17" rims, full set of soundstream system, hmm... maybe can go for bodykit also
this year gonna take down the 2 MG gundam 1 is full burst mode of strike freedom n another unicon
pity my bro's pet iguana in his office seems very sick
makes me feel sad also
even dinner time i not in the mood for food also
hope it'll b fine
coz it hav been in there since the 1st day i work wif my bro
sighed
found out jokes these days
y jokes?
such as
like u hav a pet dog
1 day it ran away
waiting for it to come back 1 day
when u found out where the dog is
it's wif a new owner
the dog came to u
what i can say is
juz another dog which belongs to others now
hope to b a good owner else the dog's gonna regret for running away
these days i met ppl weird
what a 'friend' who is older than me
but life seems not sincere to her
n wth thing is
when i bz this 'friend' said i'm not sincere o what?
WTH in this world?!
tot older age would hav more mature mind
must b another people's world who wanan break the perfect things into pieces juz bcoz of selfish lousy uncivilised mindless 'people'
conclusion: not everyone's normal from their normal look
from what happening this moments
i remmeber a story
that once a trader interested to get some goods from the supplier
the trader knew the supplier from the advertisement
when the supplier got the call from trader's interest
the supplier gets excited wif the deal as he may hav more chances to sell of his goods to the trader
they arraged a time meeting
n the sick thing is
the trader appears to b different from the call n made the supplier confused n lost of hope
in the end the supplier rather giv up the hope taking all goods back
since the trader don seems to hav the intention to deal in trade
Conclusion: never hold too much hope in juz a phone call, it;s always better to meet up in order to understand what others' having in their mind
tho many things happen n happen
things hav to b solve n solved would come wif new puzzles
but this is what life means
that;s where the fun n value of life is...
i'll never giv up on things i wan
even if i spent all the money today
motivations for me to earn more is greater than what i would spend
always welcome yr future
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Thursday, January 3, 2008
burning of life, in order to keep the shadow away
the light start burns
of a little candle
what is the meaning to light up a candle?>
n what lights up the candle?
to me
a candle lights in order to keep the shadow away
n to brighten a place
tho it maybe b small place been brighten
it stil kept the shadow in range
what if it's lit n blown?
the whole space returns to filled shadow
then does anyone remember the candle ever lit?
life's the same
u burn yr life in order to keep yr space brighten
o to bring the light to others
but when time comes
u lit
no more brighten spaces than the dark shadow
in order to keep the nightmares away
even a little candle
we tried to lights up another candle
b4 we lit
we gav the other candles our principles
of what we r meant to light up
in order to brighten more space wif more candles
tho it maybe b scary when u're the only 1 who lights up
don worry
slowly u'll find another candle to lights up
as if this is a genesis
create the world
create the world of life
then more space would b brightened n brighter
as long as the candles keeps on light themselves
candles burn themselves in order to brighten others' world
at least b4 the candle is totally lit
there will b a candle holding the will to lights up
continue searching for another candles to light wif
accompany n sharing the same mind
the same principles
same to our life
my life yr life their life
no one wans to live in a meaningless life as long as they breathe
we breathe in order to burn our life
while we burn our life we creates
we creates in order to brighten others' world
we keep on searching the right candles
either the companion of our life o the candles that would share the same principles
at least b4 we get lit
there'll stil b another candle that keeps on lighting up themselves
from the lights we passed to them
the hope, the principles, the dreams, the meaning of life
tho it may b suffering to burn yrself up
at least u left yr footprints in the world
no matter how long u'll lights up
do light yrself to the brightest
that's b memorised by others even the shadows
bcoz that would b a special light that scares the shadow away
tho wind o rain may get u lit
do evacuated from it
even if u met such incident
never giv up
as long as u're stil able to light yrself up
never giv up hope
the other candles would bring the same light lighting yrself up
the light which u passed to them b4
u never know how long would u burn yr life
at least light yrself to the nicest flame
i lights up myself
juz bcoz i wanna get the shadows away
looking for the right candles to pass the lights
at least even if i lit
there's stil other candles holding the light i passed them
do appreciate life
bcoz life's not easy
it faces lots of challenges
that's why life's interesting
of a little candle
what is the meaning to light up a candle?>
n what lights up the candle?
to me
a candle lights in order to keep the shadow away
n to brighten a place
tho it maybe b small place been brighten
it stil kept the shadow in range
what if it's lit n blown?
the whole space returns to filled shadow
then does anyone remember the candle ever lit?
life's the same
u burn yr life in order to keep yr space brighten
o to bring the light to others
but when time comes
u lit
no more brighten spaces than the dark shadow
in order to keep the nightmares away
even a little candle
we tried to lights up another candle
b4 we lit
we gav the other candles our principles
of what we r meant to light up
in order to brighten more space wif more candles
tho it maybe b scary when u're the only 1 who lights up
don worry
slowly u'll find another candle to lights up
as if this is a genesis
create the world
create the world of life
then more space would b brightened n brighter
as long as the candles keeps on light themselves
candles burn themselves in order to brighten others' world
at least b4 the candle is totally lit
there will b a candle holding the will to lights up
continue searching for another candles to light wif
accompany n sharing the same mind
the same principles
same to our life
my life yr life their life
no one wans to live in a meaningless life as long as they breathe
we breathe in order to burn our life
while we burn our life we creates
we creates in order to brighten others' world
we keep on searching the right candles
either the companion of our life o the candles that would share the same principles
at least b4 we get lit
there'll stil b another candle that keeps on lighting up themselves
from the lights we passed to them
the hope, the principles, the dreams, the meaning of life
tho it may b suffering to burn yrself up
at least u left yr footprints in the world
no matter how long u'll lights up
do light yrself to the brightest
that's b memorised by others even the shadows
bcoz that would b a special light that scares the shadow away
tho wind o rain may get u lit
do evacuated from it
even if u met such incident
never giv up
as long as u're stil able to light yrself up
never giv up hope
the other candles would bring the same light lighting yrself up
the light which u passed to them b4
u never know how long would u burn yr life
at least light yrself to the nicest flame
i lights up myself
juz bcoz i wanna get the shadows away
looking for the right candles to pass the lights
at least even if i lit
there's stil other candles holding the light i passed them
do appreciate life
bcoz life's not easy
it faces lots of challenges
that's why life's interesting
Friday, December 14, 2007
Operation RC
do visit RevCelestial.blogspot.com
operation RC
the objective is to create a car team
of coz a simple car team
full of car enthusiasts n lovers
behinda this car team
y do the founder choose RC?
juz bcoz to chase a gal wif initial of RC
RC's target is to b a quality car team
juz that simple
thanx for supporting
operation RC
the objective is to create a car team
of coz a simple car team
full of car enthusiasts n lovers
behinda this car team
y do the founder choose RC?
juz bcoz to chase a gal wif initial of RC
RC's target is to b a quality car team
juz that simple
thanx for supporting
Saturday, December 1, 2007
End of the Year... Last man standing...
last month of year 2007
well
nth special for me this year
yet i come out wif a new idea
of operation stargazer
few days ago
i ran away from home
juz bcoz i knocked my dad's toy car in the heavy rain juz bcoz of my careless mistake
yet the 3rd day after that accident i came back home
home sweet home
guess i gonna spend much either on repair o changing a new bumper for it
that was operation road runner which juz ended the day b4
operation stargazer
the star i've been looking for
this time i saw a shooting star
yet i need to see clearly in order to chase
that begin a war of stars
i'll hav to pick the brightest in order to chase the shooting star
at this moment
bcoz of the star
that makes me feel so stress from study
tho exams starts on monday
these days always stay in the state library studying in the freezing room
looking outside the window
on the pond u can see flock of 4 duckies floating on the large pond
n stil
i din really hav the mood to study
coz my audio system upgrading plan might hav to postpone
o either cancelled if i wanan chase the shooting star
the special star
if operation stargazer succeed
it would mean a lot to my life
guess i gonna push my exams
in order to save my 5k n half year time
to me
time worth more than juz money
well
nth special for me this year
yet i come out wif a new idea
of operation stargazer
few days ago
i ran away from home
juz bcoz i knocked my dad's toy car in the heavy rain juz bcoz of my careless mistake
yet the 3rd day after that accident i came back home
home sweet home
guess i gonna spend much either on repair o changing a new bumper for it
that was operation road runner which juz ended the day b4
operation stargazer
the star i've been looking for
this time i saw a shooting star
yet i need to see clearly in order to chase
that begin a war of stars
i'll hav to pick the brightest in order to chase the shooting star
at this moment
bcoz of the star
that makes me feel so stress from study
tho exams starts on monday
these days always stay in the state library studying in the freezing room
looking outside the window
on the pond u can see flock of 4 duckies floating on the large pond
n stil
i din really hav the mood to study
coz my audio system upgrading plan might hav to postpone
o either cancelled if i wanan chase the shooting star
the special star
if operation stargazer succeed
it would mean a lot to my life
guess i gonna push my exams
in order to save my 5k n half year time
to me
time worth more than juz money
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Another blind Attack
thanx for the friends who sms me greetings for my birthday
including friends from friendster
i'm quite happy for u all
on how i celebrate my birthday?
juz treat close friends for a simple dinner
n yet that makes my pocket bleed much
of what i'm going to do nx?
quickly go n passed the exams
n get a good reason to hav an important date after that
recently i had a deal on selling my BF 60mm meter to friend
n yet i gonna look for new meters
i was thinking of apexi
looking for boost, water temp, n exhaust temp meters wif a control unit n turbo timer
that makes my car looks real like turbo charged
but all of them together may cost me 3k at least
nah
juz like baron said
even if i hav those stuff my car also don get faster on it as i no heavy modification on her
maybe juz gonna follow my own "VIP" style ride
changing the rims when the containers back from japan
change to jasma exhaust of coz no more 3" for inlet else my car's gonna get noisy
HID la~ (but no stock still i waited for 2 months adi!!!! H7)
after that juz modify my headlamp wif crystalite nano coating
simple enuf eh?
actually i wanan change the spark plugs cables to NGK
but not realistic at all if i gonna use it on other cars o what
as the original cable work juz fine only sometimes a bit split from working
then forget about it -.-"
exams coming loo
if i fail any of the paper
damn 5k's going away
as i'm taking 5 papers together this time
5k is stil ok but need another half year
i can't afford to wait that long
coz i dono if i'm stil alive that moment
wanan quickly complete acca level 2 nx year's year end
160 is a easy job to me
180?
never did that b4 as the power seems to b limited in some 'space'
forget about it as i really gonna look for MR2(SW20) this time
great ride wif the middle engine that would cause more oversteer than normal car especially when it comes to the rain
good drag machine also
blind attack
a skill i always use
y blind?
even if u dono yr path but u stil giv a try
skill for what then?
study n exams
o even that feeling comes when i wanan chase a gal
as u'll never know what the other's think of
once my boss taught me
money can buy anything but cannot buy feeling n heart
if guys using that way to treat gals
o 'settle' gals wif money
thinking money is everything
then that cause inflation in the end
though money is spending more but the values will drop time by times
n it's a way of terrible insult no reputation to gals
i did ask what to do then only wont cause the 'inflation'?
well
slowly time by times
slowly add up only can keep the value
moving up step by steps not a huge leap else u'll hav to do another bigger leap than b4!
same as how u treat ppl
should b treating step by steps
in order to hav a long lasting realstionship
else u hav ways on the leap more than teleport
things aren;t perfect
hardly
if everythings' perfect
the world would b full of crisis
as being perfect may cause lots of problems
y?
as if a single dot stick on a white blank of paper
that other places r perfect j
uz bcoz this dot made the paper looks bad
if u did any small mistake when u're always doing thing perfectly
ppl would lost the trust on u easily as they used to know u're perfect
what is this calleD?
the perfect crisis
including friends from friendster
i'm quite happy for u all
on how i celebrate my birthday?
juz treat close friends for a simple dinner
n yet that makes my pocket bleed much
of what i'm going to do nx?
quickly go n passed the exams
n get a good reason to hav an important date after that
recently i had a deal on selling my BF 60mm meter to friend
n yet i gonna look for new meters
i was thinking of apexi
looking for boost, water temp, n exhaust temp meters wif a control unit n turbo timer
that makes my car looks real like turbo charged
but all of them together may cost me 3k at least
nah
juz like baron said
even if i hav those stuff my car also don get faster on it as i no heavy modification on her
maybe juz gonna follow my own "VIP" style ride
changing the rims when the containers back from japan
change to jasma exhaust of coz no more 3" for inlet else my car's gonna get noisy
HID la~ (but no stock still i waited for 2 months adi!!!! H7)
after that juz modify my headlamp wif crystalite nano coating
simple enuf eh?
actually i wanan change the spark plugs cables to NGK
but not realistic at all if i gonna use it on other cars o what
as the original cable work juz fine only sometimes a bit split from working
then forget about it -.-"
exams coming loo
if i fail any of the paper
damn 5k's going away
as i'm taking 5 papers together this time
5k is stil ok but need another half year
i can't afford to wait that long
coz i dono if i'm stil alive that moment
wanan quickly complete acca level 2 nx year's year end
160 is a easy job to me
180?
never did that b4 as the power seems to b limited in some 'space'
forget about it as i really gonna look for MR2(SW20) this time
great ride wif the middle engine that would cause more oversteer than normal car especially when it comes to the rain
good drag machine also
blind attack
a skill i always use
y blind?
even if u dono yr path but u stil giv a try
skill for what then?
study n exams
o even that feeling comes when i wanan chase a gal
as u'll never know what the other's think of
once my boss taught me
money can buy anything but cannot buy feeling n heart
if guys using that way to treat gals
o 'settle' gals wif money
thinking money is everything
then that cause inflation in the end
though money is spending more but the values will drop time by times
n it's a way of terrible insult no reputation to gals
i did ask what to do then only wont cause the 'inflation'?
well
slowly time by times
slowly add up only can keep the value
moving up step by steps not a huge leap else u'll hav to do another bigger leap than b4!
same as how u treat ppl
should b treating step by steps
in order to hav a long lasting realstionship
else u hav ways on the leap more than teleport
things aren;t perfect
hardly
if everythings' perfect
the world would b full of crisis
as being perfect may cause lots of problems
y?
as if a single dot stick on a white blank of paper
that other places r perfect j
uz bcoz this dot made the paper looks bad
if u did any small mistake when u're always doing thing perfectly
ppl would lost the trust on u easily as they used to know u're perfect
what is this calleD?
the perfect crisis
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Value of Time n Life for on my priceless heart
when i started asking friends bout what 2007 means
i realised the last 1/6 of 2007 has fallen in time
well
what i did this year?
what came to my feeling?
o what improvement i had recently?
what i found out is
of the relationship stuff
family can never replace
bcoz family is arranged in fate
relationship partner?
they may hav expired date somehow
depends on how long it will b
somehow i wound look back for my late relationship
it's not i wan the moment back
but the moment reminds me of something
at the begining everything would b really sweet as everyone knows
at the ending mostly there's someone getting hurt
i ever chosed to get hurted
n now pain shall not get closee to my heart
a real short relationship i had
to most ppl there may hav sweet moments
but i found out myself being cold blooded somehow
i can;t find the word feeling from my heart
she may b a nice gal
but not inteligent enuf
it doesn't mean that i'm inteligent o what
juz somehow i think we're not in the same channel of the same world
feel kinda glad n suprised this time
tot i would hav tons of tears to b dropped
o should i consider this as a puppy love eh?
i was serious
from my heart
but
fate giv me an answer as i chose the wrong gal
m i cruel o the fate cruel?
to me is i can let go things easily when there no any value
to let go
in order to get more
i wont let any stupid things happen anymore
only to prevend else i would need another year to cure my wound from heart
do i hav any pain then?
sure will coz the relationship was important to me
what else can i do?
o what i can do to get them back?
i guess i don hav to do
once the diamond broken
it breaks into pieces
no way to get it fixed
even the diamond can cut through harder man
tougher man
unless these prices can become a astonishing jewelries
when relationship brokes
meaningless to save it back
unless there's an indicator for the feeling had not lost
else it'll only resulted by tearing yr wounds deeper
get off from the meaningless stuff for the memory
ah~~~~
a new blank space for me to go on
yet i better don disappoint god for giving me a second chance to live
what i can say is
it feels good to return from the door of death
though the exams coming
i can stil relax here
i don wanna pressures myself
i hav confident in myself
as the rules to succeed in my life
for the second change to live in this world
think i should juz continue on my novel writting job
whether to publish to the public?
i would think of it
though those r only crap
to me
full of things that i felt meaningful wif
waiting for the nx term of blood donation
wanan hav a cleaner n new blood
significantion of hav a better n fresher tomorrow
recently been playing psp for the latest gundam shooting game
well
pretty nice n i love it very much
totally a new different feeling to me on it
til now hope i can best the extra mission on the threat on newtype
pretty challenging
that it brings the strongest characters as the enemies in the level
about gundam
heard nick's going to singapore to find my birthday present for me
ha ha ha
so touched to know that
yet he's my old friend n best friend
i wan the Master Grade Strike Freeom Full Burst Mode!!!
haha
then the coming up of the brand new Master Grade Unicorn Gundam!!!
damn the design was amazing n astonishing
it brings me a totally fresh feeeling
argh!!!!!
birthday coming eh?
ask friends n family accompany is the best thing ever
juz talked to my motherly friend
that makes me get frustrated on getting older 1 year soon
a leap to the age of 19~
my life hav passed at least 1/5
do i create anything?
i do
n i stil creating
i'm creating myself
improving myself
of the evolution part of project Archangel
the HID kit din arrived yet
y so lousy that kuching has not HID kit?
it actually not
juz bcoz the HID kit need to b the H7 size
n yet that's a real rare bulb to b used on projector headlamps cars
then changing to 17: rims but din found a nice set of alloy rims yet
sighed
the air intake system was replaced from borrowing torrento's 'mushroom'
i can feel the extra horses running under the bonnet
the interior lightning had been done
the brembo kit need to b customize b4 putting on my ride
of the ignition part
i thinking to change to denso's idium spark plugs n NGK plugs cables
well
guess this part would cost to at least 1k gua?>
n the exhaust part
stil looking for the jasma exhaust
n that shall do it in the meaning bhind lightning n performance
most probably the nx thing i'll get is the improvement of the sound system
guess this would need a higher budgeted amount
n stil this is what gets the car alive
live to drive
that day juz finished the animation of naruto on 252
finally there'll gonna hav new character on the nx episode
n i'll wait for it
keroro?
aiks i forgot to wait 183 since i downloaded it
gundam00?
to me pretty nice
to my friends? they said not
maybe point of views r different
but i would say mine's better~
hahahah
life's still long eh
stil at 1/5 of life
not ready to to knock the door of hell o heaven yet
i realised the last 1/6 of 2007 has fallen in time
well
what i did this year?
what came to my feeling?
o what improvement i had recently?
what i found out is
of the relationship stuff
family can never replace
bcoz family is arranged in fate
relationship partner?
they may hav expired date somehow
depends on how long it will b
somehow i wound look back for my late relationship
it's not i wan the moment back
but the moment reminds me of something
at the begining everything would b really sweet as everyone knows
at the ending mostly there's someone getting hurt
i ever chosed to get hurted
n now pain shall not get closee to my heart
a real short relationship i had
to most ppl there may hav sweet moments
but i found out myself being cold blooded somehow
i can;t find the word feeling from my heart
she may b a nice gal
but not inteligent enuf
it doesn't mean that i'm inteligent o what
juz somehow i think we're not in the same channel of the same world
feel kinda glad n suprised this time
tot i would hav tons of tears to b dropped
o should i consider this as a puppy love eh?
i was serious
from my heart
but
fate giv me an answer as i chose the wrong gal
m i cruel o the fate cruel?
to me is i can let go things easily when there no any value
to let go
in order to get more
i wont let any stupid things happen anymore
only to prevend else i would need another year to cure my wound from heart
do i hav any pain then?
sure will coz the relationship was important to me
what else can i do?
o what i can do to get them back?
i guess i don hav to do
once the diamond broken
it breaks into pieces
no way to get it fixed
even the diamond can cut through harder man
tougher man
unless these prices can become a astonishing jewelries
when relationship brokes
meaningless to save it back
unless there's an indicator for the feeling had not lost
else it'll only resulted by tearing yr wounds deeper
get off from the meaningless stuff for the memory
ah~~~~
a new blank space for me to go on
yet i better don disappoint god for giving me a second chance to live
what i can say is
it feels good to return from the door of death
though the exams coming
i can stil relax here
i don wanna pressures myself
i hav confident in myself
as the rules to succeed in my life
for the second change to live in this world
think i should juz continue on my novel writting job
whether to publish to the public?
i would think of it
though those r only crap
to me
full of things that i felt meaningful wif
waiting for the nx term of blood donation
wanan hav a cleaner n new blood
significantion of hav a better n fresher tomorrow
recently been playing psp for the latest gundam shooting game
well
pretty nice n i love it very much
totally a new different feeling to me on it
til now hope i can best the extra mission on the threat on newtype
pretty challenging
that it brings the strongest characters as the enemies in the level
about gundam
heard nick's going to singapore to find my birthday present for me
ha ha ha
so touched to know that
yet he's my old friend n best friend
i wan the Master Grade Strike Freeom Full Burst Mode!!!
haha
then the coming up of the brand new Master Grade Unicorn Gundam!!!
damn the design was amazing n astonishing
it brings me a totally fresh feeeling
argh!!!!!
birthday coming eh?
ask friends n family accompany is the best thing ever
juz talked to my motherly friend
that makes me get frustrated on getting older 1 year soon
a leap to the age of 19~
my life hav passed at least 1/5
do i create anything?
i do
n i stil creating
i'm creating myself
improving myself
of the evolution part of project Archangel
the HID kit din arrived yet
y so lousy that kuching has not HID kit?
it actually not
juz bcoz the HID kit need to b the H7 size
n yet that's a real rare bulb to b used on projector headlamps cars
then changing to 17: rims but din found a nice set of alloy rims yet
sighed
the air intake system was replaced from borrowing torrento's 'mushroom'
i can feel the extra horses running under the bonnet
the interior lightning had been done
the brembo kit need to b customize b4 putting on my ride
of the ignition part
i thinking to change to denso's idium spark plugs n NGK plugs cables
well
guess this part would cost to at least 1k gua?>
n the exhaust part
stil looking for the jasma exhaust
n that shall do it in the meaning bhind lightning n performance
most probably the nx thing i'll get is the improvement of the sound system
guess this would need a higher budgeted amount
n stil this is what gets the car alive
live to drive
that day juz finished the animation of naruto on 252
finally there'll gonna hav new character on the nx episode
n i'll wait for it
keroro?
aiks i forgot to wait 183 since i downloaded it
gundam00?
to me pretty nice
to my friends? they said not
maybe point of views r different
but i would say mine's better~
hahahah
life's still long eh
stil at 1/5 of life
not ready to to knock the door of hell o heaven yet
Monday, October 22, 2007
Dreams n Reality, Promises of Life
it's been awhile...
even since i last for posting my blog here...
time's killing my life...
within a blink of de eyes...
n i dono if whatever i do is killing my own time...
Dreams...
that pushes my soul...
once i ever think of...
always was...
n dreams r still breathing fresh...
reality is the challenge of dreams...
to me...
else dreams mean nothing...
even if dreams came without any value that worths...
Promises made in my life
once i had being make to proven for who i m
even to make the promises wif my life
i did
but i dono if i can changed
juz bcoz it;s the promises in my life
somehow i'm really scares...
of the promises i've promised wif my life...
once any of the promises is broke
i'm no longer who i m
o even if the life can forget the meaning of the promises
i dreamed of sth i should not dream of
it reminds me of pain
it's not the pain from others
but the pain from the wounds moments ago
the wounds were the pain from myself
what written on the wounds
of how i was being
that was
never a man
from what i'll b in my reality
i'll prove myself
not for the promises anymore
but for who i m
the spirit of Lamborghini
that is never giv up till the last moment
n that would b my rules
create de future from de future eh?
past may remember as if they r the notes of life
but the future r here to b written as the moment come
de never ending story
though life may b tough
this is where life's meaning to b fun
even since i last for posting my blog here...
time's killing my life...
within a blink of de eyes...
n i dono if whatever i do is killing my own time...
Dreams...
that pushes my soul...
once i ever think of...
always was...
n dreams r still breathing fresh...
reality is the challenge of dreams...
to me...
else dreams mean nothing...
even if dreams came without any value that worths...
Promises made in my life
once i had being make to proven for who i m
even to make the promises wif my life
i did
but i dono if i can changed
juz bcoz it;s the promises in my life
somehow i'm really scares...
of the promises i've promised wif my life...
once any of the promises is broke
i'm no longer who i m
o even if the life can forget the meaning of the promises
i dreamed of sth i should not dream of
it reminds me of pain
it's not the pain from others
but the pain from the wounds moments ago
the wounds were the pain from myself
what written on the wounds
of how i was being
that was
never a man
from what i'll b in my reality
i'll prove myself
not for the promises anymore
but for who i m
the spirit of Lamborghini
that is never giv up till the last moment
n that would b my rules
create de future from de future eh?
past may remember as if they r the notes of life
but the future r here to b written as the moment come
de never ending story
though life may b tough
this is where life's meaning to b fun
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