Sudden death

these days
quite a peak period for me to work for audit firm
tho many staffs had left, some r waiting for the last day leaving
for me, i stil got a lot to study

bout the fuel hike
there's nth can control it
world is getting less n less oil which is true
but our income not enuf to cover the hike for our expenses as well
pity our malaysians
do hope the "friendly" governments can come out wif better strategy better for malaysians
maybe juz lower the taxes for imported cars n income tax

for me
the earning from fuel
the money goes to the government in the end
that don seems to help malaysian at all
coz de government loves to follow the TREND of the MARKET
poor PM, if only he comes in the right time -.-

these days
i do wanna giv up after a few mods for ma nu ride
postpone to the yr end o either after the year

what my current plan is
to get a ps3
being poisoned by metal gear solid 4
n GTA4 as well
many ppl would wonder
y i wouldn;t poisoned by GT5?
coz gt5 isn't complete if not mistaken :P

i did went to bro's friend's home see how they hav their ps3 for entertainment
a projector that gives a big size of HD quality for the visual
surround audio system
cool air con -.-
what an ideal place to enjoy games which the things shown from the projector look juz damn real
(do hope my dad would do such thing soon)

things i wanan do
so many things to do but so little time
yet i don really hav the mood for study n exam in the year end

yesterday i did went to donate blood
n was surprised to found out "world blood donor's day" (forgot what;s the actual name)
been a year plus i last donated my blood
as these days our species of blood is kinda low "stocks" for the hospital
after i donated my blood

i was tired n feel kinda tired
n i closed my eyes

fallen into sudden death
i feel i saw many things pass by in the sudden, loud noises n i woke n found myself was laying on the bed
i was scare they gonna bring me to hospital o what
luckily they juz let me rest n claims that i was too tired being lack of sleep n hungry
i guess
well
if mom knows bout i donate blood sure she;'s b noisier n more

when i was laying
i was thinking
whether death is after my shadow again
what if i never wake up?
i stil hav tons of things to do
to find my love wif my feeling

yet i did had a nightmare which i'm afraid to say
it may b sweet dream if that happen 3 yrs ago
when i was in the heaven;s dreams
a dream i shouldn;t hav, n makes more like a nightmare to me

well
feel kinda sad for my long distance relatives from china
who passed away on 9 this month i guess
guess this is a way to released him from pain from serious decease
hope him rest in peace then

for me
i wil juz go on my life to search for the right one to appear
even if i never wake up from the sudden death
at least i did things i shouldn;t left :P