a scene b4 the angel appear

once fallen
i spotted this scene
which left deep impression that stil well kept in my mind

of she would appear
or rather i would missed the chance where strike the fireworks n lost everything
i hav no idea

rain always fall me
n once an angel ever told me she loves rain

the scene that turns everything on this piece of land into golden view
n it's different from what i first know
it rained

ppl who fall you down
it's written fate you would take them down in no time
time is given when u're stil breathing
time is lost forever when u stop thinking

once i falled
i never feel anything
n i never feel good
for very short moment
it had been a long dreams
until i opened my eyes again

juz bcoz of the species of human being
that ruined the world
n turned the world a darker place to live with

of coz u'll never feel that
coz you never been through my stages
the stages i've been
n i never like it
n i'm glad i;ve been there, coz you can never understand the meaning of the stages i;ve been

life's simple
u breathe u live
life's ended when u don breathe n close your future

m i really too bad to appear in the wrong time or am i really too good for u hard to beliv
different point of view maybe juz spoil anyone
o rather stupid mind may juz makes you think u;re clever but in the end u lost

i do hav a will
that is i can;t die jz yet
i haven;t complete my mission
that is to live my life
n i wont let anyone ruin my life
so as i wont ruin others' life
in the end i know they will ruined their life for worse bcoz of their immature stupidity

u may lie
but you can;t hide for more lies
unless u've been an ugly person to the given life for lies

while others juz ask
y can i juz write this kinda blog
all i can say is
the world to me is so realistic that has no differentwif cruel cold bloods

being a good man is challenging
m i never giv up coz this is what makes life interesting
n b responsible for your own words
if u think words can bluff for no reasons, think again n hope u'll feel regret of what u;ve done