did this when my heart is alive to taking photos wif my toys~

guess some of u had seen these o see my collections in my rooms adi :P


well
this model car which look like circus car
is call SKYLINE GTR which code is R33
it is in japan GT championship 15years ago i guess
my sis bought it from japan yet my eldest bro took few years to assemble it -.-
n din apply all the sticker nicely
that i rather custom it look to hav a D1 championship's feeling

hmm
overall i stil can accept
lol





these gundam
i've been collecting them since i was primary 5
tho i start to love gundam when i'm primary 3
childhood dreams eh

that time i do try to save every cents i can in order to buy each of these gundam
til today i've collected so much
i even interview n get into newspaper for my collection when i'm primary 6 also

most guys do like mecha stuff like this
yet gundam is the most popular in japan

these few years i may not collect gundam as crazy as b4
coz nothing attracts me much unless some outstanding design that catches my heart

i wan my life to be simple
rather play wif toys
watching anime
doing what little kids would do

coz i juz wanna keep my heart young
juz that simple

nu ride

well
finally get to hav the chance take pics wif my nu ride
hope to share these pics here

elimination of the sources causing imperfect world

sweet moment
hard moment

i've been through a while as it was a ride
no matter how hard i tried to keep my time
only hard moment that keeps my time being suffering

sweet moment
it passed within a blink of the bare eyes

i realized this when had a bad dinner bcoz of lousy dishes outside
no matter how hard i try to finish the food
it's always so many there as if it;s endless
this is the hard moment then

why would the world being imperfect
bcoz of being perfect that imperfect comes juz for a balance?

i've been looking for the star, the right one to appear
but what comes to real life is
the world's dark
that has never been perfect, o even hardly acceptable

what a sad world

choosing a gal for life
i'm a loyal person
coz i evee lost everything being without appreciation
that;s y i look the perfect acceptable person
this is life, for the rest of life

if today i hav to choose imperfect to b acceptable
i rather lose the world instead of my principles

never blame there's no good guys o gals in the world
bcoz they had all gone in this astray world

i may be negative
i admit that
being positive? hardly as i had lose the hope for this world n been wearing a mask
juz to stay strong

if anyone wans to tear this mask off
i'll love to share my nightmares to them

ferrari fever

took a midnight to take these pics
hope to share wif my friends here who read my blog

ferrari fever eh?
i hav a dream ferrari but not 1 of the models here

my dreams ferrari? F355

anyway
live for dreams
create dreams in real life

deep cold thoughts

recently
what appear in my mind is
past present but not much of future

feel lost
i did everything i can juz to achieve my targets
but i don see any steps closer to her
to everything i tried to do
y would i being like like a fool chasing the moon everyniteS? this is what everyone been wondering for me

o m i being too negative?
i tried to bring my dreams to reality straightly
yet i was wrong for not creating dream in real life
o had i been investing for an answer i never wanted for


somehow
most ppl would care n mind from the begining for a stupid thing
that is caring bout yr other part whether they r stil virgin o 1st kiss these stuffs
i admit i'm one of that
as if u;re choosing a car that need to b fully 1st hand

when in deep thought
if the other part of yr life who is yr lover is not a virgin but he o she is the one who accompany u for the rest of yr life
the most suitable
for what his o her mistakes ever done juz bcoz of being stupid
does that really matters?

think big... farther
somehow there;s somethings u gonna break my mind through
sad world isn;t it?
the person u love is never the person accompany u for the rest of yr life in reality

only to failed to the deepest point of life
in order to raise to the highest point of life?
maybe u enjoy the raise of being higher n higher n reach the highest point being satisfied

i dont know
i lost confiden day by days
what can i do?
it juz feels like walking to death every seconds
but it's true we're closer to death every moment

we cannot extent the time we hav in life
what we can do is fully use up the time

for me
if i can't get everything... then i'll destroy everything
instead of being in nightmare
maybe i should share my nightmates






yesterday i juz put on my neo's new sound system
but it din perform well juz bcoz of a bit 'aeroplane sounds' which is so annoying
when it comes to louder
it would disappear
does that mean i hav to put it loud all the time?
should there b a solution? perhaps

nx week start overtime working coz of peak period of audit firm
work hard looo~~~

nx plan for neo?
performance o go for looks?
performance would b try up what some other neo user told me
when reach 120km/h, the true power only comes

looks? maybe i'll juz get some lightnings stuff for my doors since there's no light n get angel eyes n 2 o 3 sets HID on

Everything or Nothing...

chinese new year holiday gone
hav to go working again

valentine's day
what another day

most ppl curious wif how was my valentine's day
n some of them even curious n come n ask if i had dating that nite
well
i had class that nite

but in the morning
i did sth what i think it worth to b meaningful

some of my friends think i was being crazy
for doing such think n spending so much n being too much 'generous'
what i can say is
love is blind

diamonds r forever

i hope it's true

can anyone tell what;s the alphebet of the necklace?

last nite i juz view my CAT result

what a damn joke is

i passed the tougher subjects but i can't even pass a medium subject that i've resit b4

last time 48, now juz 49 n the passing mark is 50!!!

what the hell in this world?

i hav to stick to the plan

i wont let this exam waste half of my year

i'll go for CBE n go for ACCA lv2 exams this june n dec

recenlty

working for an audit firm

the staffs inside r very nice n friendly

can say not much pressures inside

like this company

soon o later would come out a new ride

a new 'small wife'

maybe i'll leave my current 'small wife' at home

n taking her out when the weather is good

this is what i planning for my new small wife

will take CBE of t4 asap

what ever it come

i'll overcome them

coz i wont escape anymore

minds appear: choosing life companion wif choosing ride

today i washed up all the cars n vacuum the cars at home
well kinda tired is true
what appear in my mind is
sth kinda weird but reasonable

what i hav to mention is there's no offence o what but juz some words of thoughts

i wan thinking of if choosing cars n choosing a partner for life time
choosing car juz like marry 'small wife'
u can find "small wife" anywhere as long as u hav money
of coz small wife r illegal o what but cars r not
u can buy when u hav money n use any of them as u like
make sure u don tell yr 'small wife' u wanan sell her o wanan marry 'new small wife' in front of her else she's gonna angry n jealous
keeps on bully u like bringing problems to u like not going the way u wan o stop at the point u wan
pretty strange rite?
beliv in me
do take good care of yr 'small wife' as they always accompany u when u travel

about choosing life time partner
well
if u choose wrong u gonna waste lots of time n money
what appears in my mind

it juz like choosing pet

no offence eh
juz like if u choose the wrong pet as yr pet
u gonna forgot bout yr pet soon n lost love on yr pet
somemore this is a bad new for yr pet also

conclusion

when choosing 'small wife'
u can choose them whenever u hav money rite?

but when choosing life time partner
it juz like choosing pet

if u choose the wrong one
it's a lose-lose situation
if u choose the right one
it gonna bring u endless n unforgetable memory