of my nu project...

hmm night views of my ride

LED bars

darkened rear tail light signals

new visors that suit my taste

n of coz

the real singer of all songs, kenwood high end model~

clear blue sky

hardly hav 2 days no working that i can rest more from the bz days of works
tho there;s no exam o course going these days
it kinda tiring also

working stil many things to learn n do
as for the peak period now
my manager seems to b impatient as i hav to admit i'm a slow learner
hehe


well
today dad's kinda angry coz i did some changed to my baby neo
yet juz little
hope he understand i spend money on the car bcoz that;s my interest
n my money comes legally instead of illegal stuff -.-
i don think modd cars is wrong o what
juz that's what caught my interest a lot

lazy to upload pic until when i'm free using my D80 SLR to take nicer pics instead of the poor camera on phone (nokia 6300)

what to change nx/?
perhaps a set of 17" rims
thinking of WORK rims
coz light enuf n may help to save fuel o higher the performance on road

these days do really spend thousands of money on juz ma ride
that make my pockets bleed very very much

i think of getting eye lids for the neo's headlamp to make it look more manacing
a set of projector fog lamps juz to install my 8000k japan HID as fog lamp
after the rims
then go for drop in air filter
lightened dampered crank pulley
pivot mega raisin ? hmm
customized ground cable maybe 5 points
another 2ch amp to boost up my front components set of audio system
then whole exhaust system

when all mods above r done
that time will b for new paint n sure i'll install bodykits b4 spraying
pearl white colour like angel maybe?

not gonna change engine tho
juz wanna do little mod that can catch up wif my mazda that wound b ok then


of the "ppl" i met these days
that;s really make me vomit blood
no wonder doctor said my blood pressures not enuf for donating blood -.-
i wonder izzit really too hard to find the angel in my life?
i admit i may be looking up so high o demand too much
but what i wan in the end is i don wanna choose the wrong one
it;s a waste of time

o m i trying to b a perfectionist?
to this unfaithful world...

did this when my heart is alive to taking photos wif my toys~

guess some of u had seen these o see my collections in my rooms adi :P


well
this model car which look like circus car
is call SKYLINE GTR which code is R33
it is in japan GT championship 15years ago i guess
my sis bought it from japan yet my eldest bro took few years to assemble it -.-
n din apply all the sticker nicely
that i rather custom it look to hav a D1 championship's feeling

hmm
overall i stil can accept
lol





these gundam
i've been collecting them since i was primary 5
tho i start to love gundam when i'm primary 3
childhood dreams eh

that time i do try to save every cents i can in order to buy each of these gundam
til today i've collected so much
i even interview n get into newspaper for my collection when i'm primary 6 also

most guys do like mecha stuff like this
yet gundam is the most popular in japan

these few years i may not collect gundam as crazy as b4
coz nothing attracts me much unless some outstanding design that catches my heart

i wan my life to be simple
rather play wif toys
watching anime
doing what little kids would do

coz i juz wanna keep my heart young
juz that simple

nu ride

well
finally get to hav the chance take pics wif my nu ride
hope to share these pics here

elimination of the sources causing imperfect world

sweet moment
hard moment

i've been through a while as it was a ride
no matter how hard i tried to keep my time
only hard moment that keeps my time being suffering

sweet moment
it passed within a blink of the bare eyes

i realized this when had a bad dinner bcoz of lousy dishes outside
no matter how hard i try to finish the food
it's always so many there as if it;s endless
this is the hard moment then

why would the world being imperfect
bcoz of being perfect that imperfect comes juz for a balance?

i've been looking for the star, the right one to appear
but what comes to real life is
the world's dark
that has never been perfect, o even hardly acceptable

what a sad world

choosing a gal for life
i'm a loyal person
coz i evee lost everything being without appreciation
that;s y i look the perfect acceptable person
this is life, for the rest of life

if today i hav to choose imperfect to b acceptable
i rather lose the world instead of my principles

never blame there's no good guys o gals in the world
bcoz they had all gone in this astray world

i may be negative
i admit that
being positive? hardly as i had lose the hope for this world n been wearing a mask
juz to stay strong

if anyone wans to tear this mask off
i'll love to share my nightmares to them

ferrari fever

took a midnight to take these pics
hope to share wif my friends here who read my blog

ferrari fever eh?
i hav a dream ferrari but not 1 of the models here

my dreams ferrari? F355

anyway
live for dreams
create dreams in real life

deep cold thoughts

recently
what appear in my mind is
past present but not much of future

feel lost
i did everything i can juz to achieve my targets
but i don see any steps closer to her
to everything i tried to do
y would i being like like a fool chasing the moon everyniteS? this is what everyone been wondering for me

o m i being too negative?
i tried to bring my dreams to reality straightly
yet i was wrong for not creating dream in real life
o had i been investing for an answer i never wanted for


somehow
most ppl would care n mind from the begining for a stupid thing
that is caring bout yr other part whether they r stil virgin o 1st kiss these stuffs
i admit i'm one of that
as if u;re choosing a car that need to b fully 1st hand

when in deep thought
if the other part of yr life who is yr lover is not a virgin but he o she is the one who accompany u for the rest of yr life
the most suitable
for what his o her mistakes ever done juz bcoz of being stupid
does that really matters?

think big... farther
somehow there;s somethings u gonna break my mind through
sad world isn;t it?
the person u love is never the person accompany u for the rest of yr life in reality

only to failed to the deepest point of life
in order to raise to the highest point of life?
maybe u enjoy the raise of being higher n higher n reach the highest point being satisfied

i dont know
i lost confiden day by days
what can i do?
it juz feels like walking to death every seconds
but it's true we're closer to death every moment

we cannot extent the time we hav in life
what we can do is fully use up the time

for me
if i can't get everything... then i'll destroy everything
instead of being in nightmare
maybe i should share my nightmates






yesterday i juz put on my neo's new sound system
but it din perform well juz bcoz of a bit 'aeroplane sounds' which is so annoying
when it comes to louder
it would disappear
does that mean i hav to put it loud all the time?
should there b a solution? perhaps

nx week start overtime working coz of peak period of audit firm
work hard looo~~~

nx plan for neo?
performance o go for looks?
performance would b try up what some other neo user told me
when reach 120km/h, the true power only comes

looks? maybe i'll juz get some lightnings stuff for my doors since there's no light n get angel eyes n 2 o 3 sets HID on