Sudden death

these days
quite a peak period for me to work for audit firm
tho many staffs had left, some r waiting for the last day leaving
for me, i stil got a lot to study

bout the fuel hike
there's nth can control it
world is getting less n less oil which is true
but our income not enuf to cover the hike for our expenses as well
pity our malaysians
do hope the "friendly" governments can come out wif better strategy better for malaysians
maybe juz lower the taxes for imported cars n income tax

for me
the earning from fuel
the money goes to the government in the end
that don seems to help malaysian at all
coz de government loves to follow the TREND of the MARKET
poor PM, if only he comes in the right time -.-

these days
i do wanna giv up after a few mods for ma nu ride
postpone to the yr end o either after the year

what my current plan is
to get a ps3
being poisoned by metal gear solid 4
n GTA4 as well
many ppl would wonder
y i wouldn;t poisoned by GT5?
coz gt5 isn't complete if not mistaken :P

i did went to bro's friend's home see how they hav their ps3 for entertainment
a projector that gives a big size of HD quality for the visual
surround audio system
cool air con -.-
what an ideal place to enjoy games which the things shown from the projector look juz damn real
(do hope my dad would do such thing soon)

things i wanan do
so many things to do but so little time
yet i don really hav the mood for study n exam in the year end

yesterday i did went to donate blood
n was surprised to found out "world blood donor's day" (forgot what;s the actual name)
been a year plus i last donated my blood
as these days our species of blood is kinda low "stocks" for the hospital
after i donated my blood

i was tired n feel kinda tired
n i closed my eyes

fallen into sudden death
i feel i saw many things pass by in the sudden, loud noises n i woke n found myself was laying on the bed
i was scare they gonna bring me to hospital o what
luckily they juz let me rest n claims that i was too tired being lack of sleep n hungry
i guess
well
if mom knows bout i donate blood sure she;'s b noisier n more

when i was laying
i was thinking
whether death is after my shadow again
what if i never wake up?
i stil hav tons of things to do
to find my love wif my feeling

yet i did had a nightmare which i'm afraid to say
it may b sweet dream if that happen 3 yrs ago
when i was in the heaven;s dreams
a dream i shouldn;t hav, n makes more like a nightmare to me

well
feel kinda sad for my long distance relatives from china
who passed away on 9 this month i guess
guess this is a way to released him from pain from serious decease
hope him rest in peace then

for me
i wil juz go on my life to search for the right one to appear
even if i never wake up from the sudden death
at least i did things i shouldn;t left :P

of my nu project...

hmm night views of my ride

LED bars

darkened rear tail light signals

new visors that suit my taste

n of coz

the real singer of all songs, kenwood high end model~

clear blue sky

hardly hav 2 days no working that i can rest more from the bz days of works
tho there;s no exam o course going these days
it kinda tiring also

working stil many things to learn n do
as for the peak period now
my manager seems to b impatient as i hav to admit i'm a slow learner
hehe


well
today dad's kinda angry coz i did some changed to my baby neo
yet juz little
hope he understand i spend money on the car bcoz that;s my interest
n my money comes legally instead of illegal stuff -.-
i don think modd cars is wrong o what
juz that's what caught my interest a lot

lazy to upload pic until when i'm free using my D80 SLR to take nicer pics instead of the poor camera on phone (nokia 6300)

what to change nx/?
perhaps a set of 17" rims
thinking of WORK rims
coz light enuf n may help to save fuel o higher the performance on road

these days do really spend thousands of money on juz ma ride
that make my pockets bleed very very much

i think of getting eye lids for the neo's headlamp to make it look more manacing
a set of projector fog lamps juz to install my 8000k japan HID as fog lamp
after the rims
then go for drop in air filter
lightened dampered crank pulley
pivot mega raisin ? hmm
customized ground cable maybe 5 points
another 2ch amp to boost up my front components set of audio system
then whole exhaust system

when all mods above r done
that time will b for new paint n sure i'll install bodykits b4 spraying
pearl white colour like angel maybe?

not gonna change engine tho
juz wanna do little mod that can catch up wif my mazda that wound b ok then


of the "ppl" i met these days
that;s really make me vomit blood
no wonder doctor said my blood pressures not enuf for donating blood -.-
i wonder izzit really too hard to find the angel in my life?
i admit i may be looking up so high o demand too much
but what i wan in the end is i don wanna choose the wrong one
it;s a waste of time

o m i trying to b a perfectionist?
to this unfaithful world...

did this when my heart is alive to taking photos wif my toys~

guess some of u had seen these o see my collections in my rooms adi :P


well
this model car which look like circus car
is call SKYLINE GTR which code is R33
it is in japan GT championship 15years ago i guess
my sis bought it from japan yet my eldest bro took few years to assemble it -.-
n din apply all the sticker nicely
that i rather custom it look to hav a D1 championship's feeling

hmm
overall i stil can accept
lol





these gundam
i've been collecting them since i was primary 5
tho i start to love gundam when i'm primary 3
childhood dreams eh

that time i do try to save every cents i can in order to buy each of these gundam
til today i've collected so much
i even interview n get into newspaper for my collection when i'm primary 6 also

most guys do like mecha stuff like this
yet gundam is the most popular in japan

these few years i may not collect gundam as crazy as b4
coz nothing attracts me much unless some outstanding design that catches my heart

i wan my life to be simple
rather play wif toys
watching anime
doing what little kids would do

coz i juz wanna keep my heart young
juz that simple

nu ride

well
finally get to hav the chance take pics wif my nu ride
hope to share these pics here

elimination of the sources causing imperfect world

sweet moment
hard moment

i've been through a while as it was a ride
no matter how hard i tried to keep my time
only hard moment that keeps my time being suffering

sweet moment
it passed within a blink of the bare eyes

i realized this when had a bad dinner bcoz of lousy dishes outside
no matter how hard i try to finish the food
it's always so many there as if it;s endless
this is the hard moment then

why would the world being imperfect
bcoz of being perfect that imperfect comes juz for a balance?

i've been looking for the star, the right one to appear
but what comes to real life is
the world's dark
that has never been perfect, o even hardly acceptable

what a sad world

choosing a gal for life
i'm a loyal person
coz i evee lost everything being without appreciation
that;s y i look the perfect acceptable person
this is life, for the rest of life

if today i hav to choose imperfect to b acceptable
i rather lose the world instead of my principles

never blame there's no good guys o gals in the world
bcoz they had all gone in this astray world

i may be negative
i admit that
being positive? hardly as i had lose the hope for this world n been wearing a mask
juz to stay strong

if anyone wans to tear this mask off
i'll love to share my nightmares to them

ferrari fever

took a midnight to take these pics
hope to share wif my friends here who read my blog

ferrari fever eh?
i hav a dream ferrari but not 1 of the models here

my dreams ferrari? F355

anyway
live for dreams
create dreams in real life