My will

1st week i stopped working
1st day i suffered from bored ism
it makes me wanna crazy that also being staying in front of screen looking for the same old things
yet i'm too lazy to study at the moment
maybe things juz made me slack so much from it

pressures din really push me much on my study
i don even know what i really wan
o even to satisfy me to study

i always remind myself, of my will i always hav
but the will was weak
i was tired
only to sleep which is the thing i hate of all time = wasting time

maybe a bit haze make me not feeling well
headache, cold, even my eyes feel pain when turning from side to side

i din open n read a single lecturer notes
n totally forgot today i should b having test for F7 -.- i was like WTF is going on

until when i reach class late
i felt something hot drop from my nose
i was nose bleeding for no reason
after then, i'm now feel revived
it juz make me feels so good
probably i was "overheated" these days -.-

at least i'll need to rearrange everything like my study
my will is always with me
it juz my will wont allow to hurt myself
indeed it make things smoother

and come to the same old problem
guess i'll juz hav to wait for her to appear
at least i wont giv any chance to fail myself
not even a little gap that pull me away from my life i wanted

my valentine's day partner :P

Irresponsible Dreams

of de one i have not created
of de on i hav not achieved

Tho it sound irresponsible as if dreams
it has no different with how much you can speed

speed for no reasons
Once you speed, there is never a stop

Greater power, comes wif greater responsible
How the responsible last, we wont know until de end of life
of where will the speed leads, we wont know until it stops

Neither we win nothing nor we lost everything
speed continues without reasons

what do we speed for?
We're still speeding for the answer till the never ending dreams...

打死我也不認 -.-

把我自己灌醉, 總是眼看著她的留去...
以為, 找一個最愛的, 相愛的, 深愛的, 親愛的人可以告別單身...
妳的癡情, 多情, 最終以無情, 絕情留下的是單身的我
為了愛孤君奮鬥, 早就吃夠這情場的苦
想愛就別怕傷痛, 但這單生情歌也不好受...
在這孤單的人群中, 快樂的又有幾個...
愛過, 也錯過了, 真心, 痴心最終以傷心收場

愛要耐心等待, 仔細尋找, 感覺很重要...
寧可空白了一切, 也不願找到一個痛苦的回憶
愛雖然很美妙, 但我不為寂寞而失去冷靜...
為了只有對的人... 只為那真心的擁抱...

從寶貝變成眼淚...
有誰能保證一覺醒來就有人陪???

誰來讓這個夢延續???

牛年賀語

祝各位新年快樂, 牛年行大運!!!~~~~
(希望是牛市好啦 -.-)

很感謝各位的祝賀語, 本人非常感激...

今年忘了來我家的親戚朋友們, 請明年再來吧~~~~

another year

it's been too long since i last touch my keypad in order to update my blog here
n it always been raining these days, o even flood in the city
the strange thing is, it never has any lightning in these heavy rains...

happy new year to everyone who r reading now
tho i may b late for greeting such thing but chinese new year is coming as well
hope everyone can have a fresh new year

indeed
another year juz a matter of time
it doesn;t take much of my attention at all
maybe i'm not surprise o even interested to this world at the moment

in the beginning of this year
lots of problems i face, i solved, yet there's still endless troubles coming up
today is the 1st day i felt so stressed up
for this year...

fate to take a great joke for me
of showing me sth reflects of my failure
some said this is not my fault since i had not been appreciated n why such thing would worth for my feeling to suffered so much
i do not care bout anything from hell or what, but i do very mind of such case which i gonna suffered for quite a period of time

somehow
as usual
i lost my way on this invisible map
i no longer see any stars at the moment
no one can guide
only can rely of the lies i hear every moment
life without living others is really meaningless

i'm worthless that i can;t even donate a single blood
juz feel sorry for ppl who need blood like my type

i do not know what i really wan
every decision i;ve made
which leads me to the way what i hav choosen
as if i'm watching a movie

i'm resigning from my job soon
n concentrate full time for my course\
in order to cover the lost of time i;ve made

thou lit up ma flame of revenge
looks like things gonna get tough for me
i dono how will i bcome
at least i still live wif my own will of dreams
even if i've lost everything

for greater days
i hope everything comes to de end soon
this is not for if i should fall, but i wont let u fall me down
maybe it;s time for some show down

some entertainment (forgot to post -.-)

some pics to share here of some events that is rarely seen in the public n some entertertainments