Tuesday, January 29, 2008

My wishes over their airspace, My life i trade in for yr pains...

Chinese New year's coming in days
wishes all my friends n relatives n net friends all happy chinese new year!!!
hav a better n better days!!!

tho b4 cny i had an accident wif 1 of the sport car in town
well
at least it;s a small case
easily can b settle wif juz money
tho bro hav look for a nice ride for me for my ride replacement
it din pass from dad's approval
sweat i rather don wanan wait for a new proton saga for months unless they hav stock for me to hav a good New Year...

tho the car's front look isn't nice
i hav arrange a time to paint my car n paint some where else o look special
wil giv a surprise to my friends

recently i look for a new job also
after i intro my friend there for interview
i was attracted also n went interview
then juz now i class there's another classmate got attracted also
wow
what a team we hav here

after operation road runner
my senior got chased out from his home
a totally reversed situation than mine
pity him so i went search for new places for him to stay like places that wanan rent
well
things seem to seetle down also

others stuff than juz the paint for my car
i wanna upgrade the soundsystem , HID kits n a exhaust system
maybe not going for full piping of exhaust system
that might spend over thousand
well
need to do it slowly unless there's a good deal of loan
17" rims, full set of soundstream system, hmm... maybe can go for bodykit also

this year gonna take down the 2 MG gundam 1 is full burst mode of strike freedom n another unicon

pity my bro's pet iguana in his office seems very sick
makes me feel sad also
even dinner time i not in the mood for food also
hope it'll b fine
coz it hav been in there since the 1st day i work wif my bro
sighed

found out jokes these days
y jokes?
such as
like u hav a pet dog
1 day it ran away
waiting for it to come back 1 day
when u found out where the dog is
it's wif a new owner
the dog came to u
what i can say is
juz another dog which belongs to others now
hope to b a good owner else the dog's gonna regret for running away

these days i met ppl weird
what a 'friend' who is older than me
but life seems not sincere to her
n wth thing is
when i bz this 'friend' said i'm not sincere o what?
WTH in this world?!
tot older age would hav more mature mind
must b another people's world who wanan break the perfect things into pieces juz bcoz of selfish lousy uncivilised mindless 'people'
conclusion: not everyone's normal from their normal look

from what happening this moments
i remmeber a story
that once a trader interested to get some goods from the supplier
the trader knew the supplier from the advertisement
when the supplier got the call from trader's interest
the supplier gets excited wif the deal as he may hav more chances to sell of his goods to the trader
they arraged a time meeting
n the sick thing is
the trader appears to b different from the call n made the supplier confused n lost of hope
in the end the supplier rather giv up the hope taking all goods back
since the trader don seems to hav the intention to deal in trade

Conclusion: never hold too much hope in juz a phone call, it;s always better to meet up in order to understand what others' having in their mind

tho many things happen n happen
things hav to b solve n solved would come wif new puzzles
but this is what life means
that;s where the fun n value of life is...
i'll never giv up on things i wan
even if i spent all the money today
motivations for me to earn more is greater than what i would spend
always welcome yr future

Thursday, January 3, 2008

burning of life, in order to keep the shadow away

the light start burns
of a little candle

what is the meaning to light up a candle?>
n what lights up the candle?

to me
a candle lights in order to keep the shadow away
n to brighten a place
tho it maybe b small place been brighten
it stil kept the shadow in range

what if it's lit n blown?
the whole space returns to filled shadow
then does anyone remember the candle ever lit?

life's the same
u burn yr life in order to keep yr space brighten
o to bring the light to others
but when time comes
u lit
no more brighten spaces than the dark shadow

in order to keep the nightmares away
even a little candle
we tried to lights up another candle
b4 we lit
we gav the other candles our principles
of what we r meant to light up
in order to brighten more space wif more candles

tho it maybe b scary when u're the only 1 who lights up
don worry
slowly u'll find another candle to lights up
as if this is a genesis
create the world
create the world of life

then more space would b brightened n brighter
as long as the candles keeps on light themselves
candles burn themselves in order to brighten others' world

at least b4 the candle is totally lit
there will b a candle holding the will to lights up
continue searching for another candles to light wif
accompany n sharing the same mind
the same principles

same to our life
my life yr life their life
no one wans to live in a meaningless life as long as they breathe
we breathe in order to burn our life
while we burn our life we creates

we creates in order to brighten others' world
we keep on searching the right candles
either the companion of our life o the candles that would share the same principles

at least b4 we get lit
there'll stil b another candle that keeps on lighting up themselves
from the lights we passed to them
the hope, the principles, the dreams, the meaning of life

tho it may b suffering to burn yrself up
at least u left yr footprints in the world

no matter how long u'll lights up
do light yrself to the brightest
that's b memorised by others even the shadows
bcoz that would b a special light that scares the shadow away

tho wind o rain may get u lit
do evacuated from it
even if u met such incident
never giv up
as long as u're stil able to light yrself up

never giv up hope
the other candles would bring the same light lighting yrself up
the light which u passed to them b4

u never know how long would u burn yr life
at least light yrself to the nicest flame

i lights up myself
juz bcoz i wanna get the shadows away
looking for the right candles to pass the lights

at least even if i lit
there's stil other candles holding the light i passed them

do appreciate life
bcoz life's not easy
it faces lots of challenges
that's why life's interesting