sore throat, toothache, stress in soul
all come in 1 shot
knew i shouldn't take those western food
knew i should've took more sleep
knew i should juz leave my car there not to wash o do anything but drive
i din change anything in the end
yet juz another normal boring day
i always tried to cheer up ppl who i care so much, to appreciate today, hope for a better tomorrow
yet i myself i din do much
i don hav hope for tomorrow
everyday is juz like last day
while treating everyday the last day, things is odd, simple as common
tho i never giv up in life
i tried my very best for my ONLY life
yet stil not as expected
i lost my time nothing more, but wasted
somehow, self pressure too much isn;t a good thing
demotivation, my soul is tired
even if everyday there;s new things
suprises stil make life bored
wow, i've never seen this b4, so what? everyday i can juz take it like breakfast nth much
perhaps i;m impatient, i waited for thing i wished, end up, i don see anything special around
mind juz got frozen then, nth much that touch my mind
exam is pushing near
i canlt even flip a page of note to read but expressing my mind here other than juz knowledge
or even somethings that comes nearer
not the making magic
but my birthday -.-(yea~ i wan presents~~~~)
so? if u ask me what i wan/? sorry i don really know, from heart, if there;s anything that revive my hope to this world?
it juz make me down
clocking my age at 21 yet do nothing much
some of my friends may know bout what happened recently which related to me
for me, life is more important, losses stil can covered for the time being
n lucky enuf no life was incurred in the incident
ppl who r not reponsible wif their words, r always annoying
it juz feel so meaningless
n why is my soul being so stress
i need rest yet exam is coming soon
o is this really my life?
things juz get complicated b trouble visit like a friend whenever i got my things solve
i hate nightmare especially ppl who try to raise nightmare to me
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